Heels

In an age-defying act, pulled the high! heels out of the back of the closet, put them on and out the door, hitting the sidewalk with a clip!  A clip, clip clip,- the sound of a horse shoe on cobblestones.  Too close to appointment time to turn back and change.  For the next 2 hours, go about my business and at last am on my way home.  As I clip clip [not clip-clop thank goodness] down the sidewalk, I become aware of someone, about knee high, matching my pace.  No one could match the volume.  Looking down I see this precious girl child, dressed in pink from the sandals to the headband, matching my gait.  ‘Pretty noisy, huh”, I say to her with a smile. Her mother turns around and says ” Nice! makes a confident, here-I-come-sound”.  That wasn’t what I was thinking, but I loved the take.  Back to my knee-mate.  She looks up and says “I like high heels!”  The multitude of thoughts that went through my mind!  The conditioning, the sense of what it does for a woman vs. a vs men, the ‘picture’ we all buy into.  But I let all of that float away and looking at her sweet brown eyes, said “Me too.  I just wish they were a bit more quiet.”  As I announced my progress, still looking down at her, she pulls back the shoulder of her pink sweater, and shows me a ‘pin’ on her pink dress.  I pushed up my sunglasses to have a closer look.  Without my reading glasses, it looked like a gold circle – about the size of a penny with a red blob with black spots in the middle.  I can’t do any better than that, so I ask, “What is that?” “It is against people – this child could not have been more than 4 – 5 at the outside – who smoke and then drop it on the ground and step on it.”  “Oh girl'” I said’ “I am totally with you!  I think that is so awful.  Just awful!”  [Little did she know that is my pet peeve: outside the door of my apartment, from the restaurant-goers who leave the outside tables to smoke.]  By this time her ‘Granddi’ was walking just ahead, and she points to her and says “My Granddi never smoked’.  “Oh”I said,  “What a good Granddi, and you never will either!”  That she confirmed with a shake of the head, as they peel off to the left to enter the playground.  I clicked my way on home.

Two things.  One: fix the heels.  Two: I can feel already that I am going to pay for that little excursion in muscle pain.